| turn out the lights
and lead me blindly tonight
you dont have keep me safe
as long as i can hear your voice
you dont have to keep me safe
im stronger than ive ever been before
falling to my knees and i can see right through me
...a new song im working on.
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| dressed up from head to toe to get by.
it seems once again, i forgot what keeps me safe and dry.
to the weepy windowpanes that are dripping with dew...
i can hear the rain outside falling from the sky
and you can hear the...
pitter patter on the rooftop
you can listen to the rythm of the raindrops
i wish that the sun would come and stay
but this is a song for rainy days
lets go dance around in the rain
dont pay any attention to the people staring from inside
we'll leave all our cares behind
and you can hear it the...
and i know once the clouds shed their tears
i know that ill be okay
i know that ill be okay
even if the rain always wins
and forces my eyes shut, to dream of
ill still dream of brighter days
this is from cinematic sunrise. its one of the few new bands that really have caught my ear... this song is just inspiring... just read the lyrics and www.myspace.com/cinematicsunrise (listen to it)
other than that. halloween went well. i was Ryu from Street Fighter.. Ryu only wishes he looked this good. lol.
good day.
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| i know its cold on the long road home
but its not so bad when im not alone
im never alone
im never really alone
this december has never felt so warm
its a motivation that leads me to breathing again
content with the oxygen
when all the trees are barren and im standing in the snow
i have never felt more at home
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| im in the downtown library..and someone is listening to millenium by robbie williams..i can hear it.. i want to shake their hand. thats it. |
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| I suppose I will be cool and update, since its been so long.
So much has been going on lately, and I've been wanting to slow down life for a little bit, and today it did slow down. I realize that having no free time is a blessing in disguise sometimes. I don't have time to think, or in my case, overthink. I make things in my life much more complicated than it needs to be. I just want to be cut and dry, this is me, but sometimes I struggle. I know who I am but who will I be...? Making choices that effect not only tomorrow but the rest of my life is starting to get to me. I just want be able to google what job i am going to have, who I am going to fall in love with (if anyone), and if I will be overall content with my life...
In March comes the age of twenty, and the more I think about it, the weirder I feel. I am not sad about it, but its so strange to see friends get married and some already start their careers... This is just something I need to say. As far as the sheer thought of marrage and careers go with me..it (for the lack of better terminology) stirs my spirit. I'm sure I'm years away from getting married and as far as careers go, I'd still like to be a rock star. haha.
Maybe its about time to grow up...or maybe not. Only time will tell, because growing up can't be forced.
With love from me to you.
Matt
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